“Searching for Steve is the vivid, heartbreaking story of a young man’s life, told from both his own point of view and his father’s. We get to know Steve through his diaries and the teaching journals he kept while becoming a teacher, as well as seeing him through the lens of his father’s eyes. This unique double portrait offers a fresh way to look at another person’s life, in this case a promising teacher whose career was cut short by an accidental drowning. Like Steve’s life, this book is compelling and unforgettable.”
—Wyn Cooper
author of Mars Poetica
In 1968, Joel Harris and his wife adopted a six-day-old baby they named Stephen. Despite his parents’ later divorce, and his difficulty obtaining a college degree, Steve grew into a bright young man who became an innovative teacher, first teaching in troubled school systems, then in Nicaragua, where he drowned at thirty-one while trying to save a friend’s dog. After Steve’s death, Joel went in search of his son’s birth parents, determined to learn more about him. Though he had limited success, the more fruitful search he made was through Steve’s diaries and teaching journals, which bring him to life on the page. The result is a moving portrait of both Stephen and Joel, and of the bonds parents and children make, told in language that mirrors their loving, heartbreaking relationship.
Searching for Steve is also a story about how we educate our children. At a time when our educational system is the subject of serious debate, it pinpoints some of the shortcomings with which even the most committed students must cope. Stephen aspired to become a teacher, from his first student practice through professional strife in a troubled school system, eventually traveling to Nicaragua where he found fulfillment and an untimely early death.
Art by Barbara Olins Alpert
Back in 1968/69, after Prairie Schooner published Harris’ story, The 25th Hour, a literary agent wrote to see if he had a book ready; Ginn & Co. used it for a chapter in a High School textbook, Voices in Literature, Language, and Composition; and an independent film director in Hollywood asked him to write a screenplay based on the hero, Phil Ryan. (It got turned down.) The Reader’s Digest paid $3000 for an article about Ryan, which they didn’t use and which he sold, six years later, to the Worcester Telegram & Gazette for $300. He often reflects, having passed through the light at the end of the tunnel and, looking back, realizes that if any of those opportunities had developed he would never have made it through the tunnel, at all, on what was basically a half-full tank of gas.
“O heart, my heart, no public
leaping when you win,
no solitude nor weeping when you fail to prove.
Rejoice at simple things; and be but vexed by sin
and evil slightly. Know the tides through which we move.”
—Archilochus, Greek poet (6th BCE)